i have never ever regretted, but i should have known better, shouldnt i?
my fate was meant to be this way for these 2 years.

A blessing that comes by so easily is most likely a tragedy in disguise

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bridging has ended, so sad.
i think i really enjoyed it after all.
i learnt things(:
and afternoons after bridging are always fun yay.

i think i must be trying to kill myself
by drinking two cups of slurpee early in the morning before bridging.
ha.

today after bridging off to airport with daphne.
our ride there was freaky.

on the mrt got this man sit beside me.
then he keep leaning forward to peer at me and d.
i was like warning d abt him but we didnt really take notice,
cause maybe is i think too much.

THEN.

as we were reaching airport that stop,
all the more he kept fidgeting
and he moved forward in his seat even more to peer at us,
from head to toe.

and i was moving closer and practically leaning on daphne already,
she wanted to ask me to stop, like wth am i doing,
then she realised the reason why,
and whispered to me
" omggg, so scary."

then its like both of us kept exchanging glances
and suddenly i just stood up to walk away,
then daphne stood up also and we went another corner
and burst out laughing.
then we ran all the way out of the train.
HAHAHAHAHA, like practically really run.

candy empire, then popeyes.
omg we were like too full cannot finish.
we will never succeed being "totally spies" i tell you.
hahahahaha.

went to tampines for a while.
went to meet and chat with colette, filzah and maya for a while,
then we went to buy head bands(:
haha, allocating tam 1 is a hilarious incident for me(:

walked around for a while,
then home.

and then i went for a jog.
ah felt so good.
thought things out,
and i needed that jog since
it has been junk food, fast food for me this whole week.
i think i gained like, 4kg ):

and through the trip,
daphne and i talked abt different stuff.
like, how people can just give you a totally unexpected reply which
you didnt expect from them.

i realised,
through this whole year,
many friends have been telling me things which i really think through
at the end of the day,
and find that it really made sense.
answers given to me that were so matured and sensible, i really didnt expect it.

and to these friends and maybe some classmates,
thank you very very much.
those statements that many of you made,
which i remember up till now,
which really made me ponder about it,
and made me grow stronger and learn from it,
they meant so much to me.

so, thank you very much.
i wouldnt have learnt so much,
if it wasnt for you all.
<3

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im skipping dinner.
full.
:/
no appetite.

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okay, this shall be the last.
it has been great here.
bye.

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dance subaru with looi han next week yay(:

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all the while, it has all been lies isnt it.