jae((:

u have gotta stay strong k.
i know things are simply not goin well for you.
but still,
u must jiayou k.
u CANT die.
cause if u do,
dongbang will be miserable.
we will be miserable.
so for our sake,
u CANT die((:
and there will be no one for me to tell those silly things to,
no one for me to slap,
no one to gang up with sam to kidnap me,
no one to gang up with col to say all those silly things, ahaha((:

remember the time whereby i told u i felt like giving up on everything,
cause no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i tried to reach out to that goal of mine,
it will always seem impossible,
making me feel so tired,
leaving me there feeling helpless,
feeling so much like give up on everything once and 4 all.

but, somehow,
ur reply was really meaningful.


so,
life is never a bed of roses, girl.
no, it isnt.
in life,
as u walk down along the path,
there will always be ups and downs.
during all those downs,
u must always stay strong,
do ur best to overcome that obstacle,
cause believe that,
after u overcome that obstacle blocking ur pathway,
there will always be better times waiting for u as u walk along((:
thats why,
u must always stay strong n jiayou.
and remember,
no matter how much those teachers try to separate us,( which they will nver be able to)
no matter what happens,
we, ur wonderful friends!(:
will always be here for you,
as we walk down the path together hand in hand.
we will be there to help u up,
when u fall.
we always do(:

this, is also for the rest of my dear frens!!(:
P.S. i never dreamt that one day i will be able to "gang" up with dongbang and cheer u up, jae. HAHAHA(:

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sec 4 farewell chalet.
we felt rather out of place,
really.... weird.
hahahah.
noran and a couple of other sec 2s helped us get food.
hahaha.
it was hiliarious.
thanks loads((:
i think it will be better next year.
we get to stay over, not so rushing and we know everyone there better.
not so awkward(:

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out to bugis with mum and bro today.
had a feeling will meet jaime and looi they all.
AND SURE I DID(:
u must always trust my six sense.
everytime i feel i will meet someone, i do(:
so last min decided 2 join in for neoprint!!
the thing was,
I WORE GREEN.
wth,
so i totally blend into the background.
hahaha(:
anyways,
it was rather fun.
(:

i want to get a new pair of slippers.
was raining when i got back,
then the slippers soooo slippery.
i was totally GRABBING onto my bro,
shouting out: " ahhhhh!! walk slower ah! so slippery, i scared fall!!!"
then my mum was over there laughing and claiming tt i walk like an auntie,
so young walk so slow alr.
tsk!!!
wth.
its all that damn slippers fault k):
oh wells.

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sam, come back soon.
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i thought i wont, but everytime i see you, i just keep on missing u...