-i m happy cause i bought two fbts tt i really like today(:
-i m happy cause me n looi,etc are goin to try
making choco for valentines for our frens!!
(thanks jae for the idea k!!!i will thank u in some way(: )
-i m happy cause i posted pics in my previous post

-i m unhappy cause i m tangled in this mess
-i m unhappy cause i realised i changed alot this year
-i m unhappy cause i no longer know what the past me used to be like
-i m unhappy cause i dont even know if what i m now is the real me
-i m unhappy cause i m confused as to what personality i shld have
-i m unhappy cause everything dont feel right
-i m unhappy cause of all the lies
-i m unhappy cause i feel super troubled n bored
-i m unhappy cause of everything
-i m unhappy cause i dont know why...

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my only aim for now is for the choco to turn out right.
and.
for this particular post to be superrr long-_-"
cause col says tt she will not talk to me until she sees a super long post):
wth?!
i no mood to blog leh.
must be i super high,
alot things happen tt time then give me this kind of challenge right?!
n stop asking me go die la.
cause one day i might really just go die k!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
u can join me then(:
okay.
i m trying my best to rattle on over here???
like,
obviously??!
just to make it super long??!!
hahaha
omg.
i m feeling retarded.
i seriously feel like dying.
i m rotting.
bored.
unhappy.
troubled.
a little excited for the choco.
thats all.
walaoeh.
i also keep asking myself how did i end up like that??

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jae.
thanks for the phone call.
i really appreciate it.
if not i would have burst from everything within me n just DIE.
thank you for letting me release all my troubles within me.
or else i would not be able to stand it liao.
(:

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apparently.
my mum wants me to ask my seniors for textbooks.
walao.
-_-"
er.
i promise i will thank whatevr seniors tt helped me k.
PROMISE.
u all will know whats the thank you gift next year ba.
i guess(:
anyway.
I THANK YOU VERY MUCH(:

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i seriously miss my frens n 1e3'08
haiz.
memories.
memories.
memories.

all gone.
all that is left.
memories which will stay in our hearts 4ever.

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one day,
i will put a stop to everything and
i will announce that its,
THE END...

u just wait and see.
at that time,
no persuasion or encouragement will reach my heart
and stop me.
because,
i will really mean THE END.
farewell.
"goodbye..."
thats how it will be.
let the end reach me soon...