ohh.
today brought bro to sch together wif my mum.
kinda cause him to be late.
sorry k.
yeah.
so nothing to do then wander around pp.
mum n i were really tired.
oh wells.

then dad drove us to tkp.
i went out the car pick my bro.
then i wait wait wait.
then saw his classmate came out liao but he haven.
so i was thinking
" whats tt damn idiot doin?? soooo long. ppl come out alr he haven..."

then wait wait wait.
then i caught sight of him waiting in the gate there.
then he saw me n came out.

me: " wei. wat u doin. i wait veryyyy long leh!!"
him: " i oso wait very long inside. i cannot see you wat!!"
me: " so u say i very short la!!! idiot ah!!!"

HAHAHA.
yeah.
he was waiting inside, thinking y my mum haven come yet.
i was waiting outside, thinking y he haven come out yet.
stupid la.
oh wells.
hee.

then we went kallang leisure park for lunch.
omg.
damn shocking k.
inside the foodcourt tt time,
i saw yvonne, annabel, eve n a few others.
in short, THE WHOLE GANG.
then i quickly turn around.
then qian n col called to tell me a shocking news.
oh wells):

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over sms:

me:"u r at kallang leisure park rite?! oh shit. u wif ur whole gang rite? omg."
yvo:" who r u with?"
me: " boyfren la. HAHAHA!"
yvo: " with ur lao ma ah?"

then i keep insisting i m wif bf then she keep dun believe.
only then i found out tt annabel had seen me then tell yvo tt
i was there with my mum or someone.
no wonder she dun believe.
not fun wan.
haha!
no wonder previously they all like sudd stop outside the foodcourt
n start looking in like tt.
oh wells.

then i started getting retard n start asking her to help me say hi to everyone.
then i was like saying i m feeling retard.
then she started calling me retarded demented jia xin.
then i was like huh?!
thought is she read my blog then read abt col, jae they all calling
me " stupid demented idiot jia xin", then say wan.
but found out is she thought of it herself.
so i was like thinking
" is there a trend now to use the word "demented" on me???"
even my senior is doing tt now.
er.
i think i getting abit too blur.
oh wells.
hahaha.


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i was like feeling okay.
then sudd came a sms frm someone.
then make me feel very troubled n confused.
i dunno y.
i should be feeling happy.
but instead,
theres something abt it tt make it seem so....
i dunno wat is it.

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i finish reading fruit basket.
i just started on vampire knight.
seems like its nice(:

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something abt this whole thing does not feel right.

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why is it that whenever i m in need of help, they will always be there.
but then when they are in need of help,
i just cant do anything?

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i admire tohru honda.
yeah.
stupid rite.
admire manga character.
but its just tt she says the right stuff n do the right things,
always being able to help others.
thats what always stands out in her.
strong will power.
such nice person.
thinking abt others always.
the kind whereby at the end of the day,
everyone likes her.
its just too perfect...
she always manage it at the end of the day.
i dunno how to explain it.
in short,
shes just perfect.
tts wat i think though.
hee.

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if u look carefully,
theres sorrow deep in their eyes...
i m useless.
totally.
i want to help.
but can i?
no.