yesterday

i seriously dun wanna tok abt it.
piss me off only.
as if it wasnt bad enough reaching my dad office there knowing tt my frens do not trust me.
i was like damn hurt.
then wen i reach home find out something which caught me totally off guard.
then totally exceeded my sms limit.
like by hundred plus liao.
omg. i m sooooooo dead.
then go on msn only to get someone annoyed by me.

i cant believe someone who i thought would be most mature
would haf the same thinking
as the others.
Qi an seems like the most mature so far.
haha(:
thank you qi an.

then today i got scolded by my mum for protecting my frens.
i was fighting wif my bro.
n she scolded me.
for protecting my frens more than my family.
wth la.
if i ever say anyhting abt her frens,
she will hit n scold me,
but certainly wont say,
" u must protect ur family more than ur frens."
why?
becose its her frens.
n tts the reason why i nver ever said anything in front of her
abt __ ____.
becose i m at the losing end ayway.
cose its her _____.
watver.
cose i noe without frens,
i would haf been dead long long ago.
furthermore i stay at 18 storey.
hee(:

i cant wait for exams to be over.
then i can go out liao.
i will look forward to seeing you(:

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how can i concentrate?
wen all i can do is think about you?