catch me

Sunday, May 17, 2009

im tired, very very very tired.
of everything.
one word, failure.
everything is.
i want to drop all the burdens,
and just feel light, feel as though everything is right.

when, can this stop.
i keep letting myself down in every aspect.

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let the teardrops fall,
cry so hard till numbness take over every single part of your body,
cry everything out,
till the stage,
where you are void of feelings, pain, suffering,
just numb, your eyes staring blankly up at the ceiling,
where at this stage,
where you feel at peace with yourself.
where you no longer bother about anything else.
and you tell yourself,
just cry yourself numb, girl. everything will be okay.

it will be.
but i want something new, just try.
and dont regret it.

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daphne's post is so meaningful(:
so sweet.
stay strong too baby.

" Love, its the thing that ruins you. "

sam's post on the staying tgt in a house made me laugh.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!
SWEET 14!(:

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lastly,

BOYS OVER FLOWERS= HOTNESSSSSSS!
<3
ahhhh.
crazy.
it will become the reason why i will look forward to saturdays(:

bye.