i dont want thursday to come.
i dont want to see you leave right before my very own eyes.

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i had fun playing with my 3 or 4 year old cousin celest(sp?).
hahahah.
we were playing with the toy animals and blah blah blah,
trying to make them stand o.o
" eeeeee. lobster so scaryyyyy!! i dont want!"

shes a damn cute girl.
anyways,
whenever she sneezes,
her saliva will come splashing out of all directions,
landing here and there,
splashing me even.
but after that,
she simply gives a sheepish smile,
and i cant help smiling back and forgiving her.
she says so many cute things with that cute voice of hers,
its just simply (:
while she was playing with the robot thing while leaning on me,
i ask:
" are you hungry?"

she nods.
i took the remote away from her,
switched it off,
turned ard and to my surprise,
she was a few feet away from the door waiting there for me to go
out for lunch with her.
i thought she will just leave go find her mother for food alr o.o
shes simply... cuteness<3

then after that to my mum's side the family there.
the last time my aunts, uncles etc, saw me was when i was still that kiddy kiddy girl,
so today when i appeared in that dress,
the expressions on their faces was :O
HAHAHA.
my 8 years old cousin kaixin was so shy,
but still i talk like crazy to her, and she reply me shyly.
ahahah.
u didnt used to be so shy okay!(:
and dont think i dont realise u keep sneaking glances at me! and keep following me.
and bursting out in smiles whenever our eyes meet, making me smile.
AHAH. u cute little girl!(:
and u should seriously have agreed to my photo request(:

loveessss!<33333333

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i wont back out lor.
im not so loser!
haha.
at least,
i dont think i will.
haha.
i think its u who will la please(:

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it hurts, alot.
to have to lose you.
but its for the best, right?

im not coming back this time round, and so are you...