wen u reach there, u will have to endure the eerie darkness of the night all alone,
without me there to protect u...
without me there to protect u frm any insects which would attack u anytime..
without me there to protect u frm getting splashed by the rain..
without me there to take care of u wen u get sick..

once u r there, u will get bullied by those idiotic fuck students over there..
having to suffer under their ruthless carrying..
even after seeing others' suffer, my heart aches..
imagine if i c u having to suffer right before my very own eyes, wont my heart ache even more?
u wont get to have a huge space 4 running n hopping abt, a huge space where u can rest ur cute chubby bodies..
u wont get to go downstairs 4 exploration nor get to nibble on nuts, carrots or any treats..
u will just have to spent every minute every second in tat small confined area, lazing ur life away.... having to suffer..

wat happen 4 years ago is abt to repeat itself..
the same suffering, loneliness, the same FATE..

all i can tell u is tat:

i m sry..
i m very very very sry...
all tis happen because of me.. i cause u all to suffer.. i m very sry...

N

i love u..
no matter wat, i will continue loving u..

at least, u have each other..

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